so i failed my road test a SECOND time....i was pretty upset afterwards because the guy was a dick (he constantly pointed out exactly hat i was doing wrong and exactly why it was wrong, which in turn made me nervous and i fucked up a LOT as a result) and because getting my license was going to be one of the only anti-sucky things in my life, and i can't get it. plus unless i can convince my boss to change my hours on the 23rd i have to go through a bunch of shit to get my third test rescheduled. its just depressing cuz i was so fucking close to getting it the first time and because i ended up with this guy i failed before we even got out of the parking lot. next time i'm just telling the person i end up with that if i fail to tell me immediately so i can turn the car around and go back, i don't want to have to go through the rest of the shit if i'm just gonna fail again anyway.

work is still sucking a lot, i have to work 3 hours tonight, 3 hours tomorrow night, and then 8 hours on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday - all starting at 7 a.m. which is gonna BLOW. i hope i don't have to work with Debbie, she's just unforgivably stupid.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE will someone help me with my hair? i haven't even bothered to upkeep the dreads i DO have because it just looks so fucking stupid to have a section of dreads and then kinda knotty/normal hair everywhere else. its not even gonna be that much work, the rest of my hair is full of snarls and mats so all you have to do is section and make the knots bigger and tighter. i'm beginning to think that everyone either doesn't even read my pleads for dread help or just figures someone else is volunteering....well they're NOT.

in other news i downloaded a bunch of tatu songs last night, the ones that aren't too poppish are fun to listen to. hooray for fake lesbians....

and there is absolutely nothing else in my life interesting enough for me to write about, so i'll be back in a few days after something DOES happen (which it probly won't but that won't stop me from ranting about it) to write some more.

please dread help??? :(

thanks to Sam for clearing me up on who Brian Molko is....i thought he might have Placebo connections, that band is very rockin. i would've thanked you in your blog, Sam, but haloscan wants to be a bitch tonight i suppose.

today i went disc-golfing with Emily and a bunch of other people, it was way fun and i'd totally go again. afterwards a few of us went downtown and hung out there n walked around n stuff, nothing too exciting, then i came home cuz i have to be at work at 7 AGAIN tomorrow (urg).

i'm really getting into Bjork right now, the cook i worked with today, Sondra, has the Vespertine CD and had it on repeat today in the kitchen, it was kickass. fun stuff. you go, crazy Icelandic chick, woohoo!!

not much else is up, i guess i have to go back to the school to get my grade from the counseling office but since i worked 7-2 today and work the same hours tomorrow i'll go over on Thursday before (or after) my driving exam, which i damn well better pass this time....i'm doing ok with the left turns, if i really try i can usually get em perfect, and Zack told me to just move my head around a lot so it LOOKS like i'm looking around, that works for me. speaking of which, i miss Zack, i haven't talked to him yet today....oh, HOORJ, he just got online!! anna happy now!! :D

the offer for cookies or any other baked goods you may desire still stands for anyone who'd like to give up some time for my dreadlocks. pleasey please?

i think there was some other stuff i was gonna mention, but i can't remember it now.

shit, i hate having to go to bed this early, i'll actually have to head to sleepyland within the next hour or so because i loathe relying on caffeine, it messes with my tummy and gives me headaches....warning to all: if you decide to eat an extremely healthy almost raw diet for more than a couple months, be prepared to never be able to comfortably eat any kind of junk food again - hell, i got queasy earlier over a Nutri-Grain bar and Terra Chips, and that's pretty damn healthy junk food (and oh so tasty, i highly recommend the olive oil, sundried tomato & balsmic vinegar Red Bliss Terra Chips, they sell em at 7-11, yummmm). but, yeah, so now i HAVE to eat really healthy or else i just feel like crap, i ate a handful of Goldfish crackers this morning since it was all i could find and i was late for work and i was sick sick sick for the first 2 hours of work. ickers.

oh...right....graduation shit....my mom keeps trying to convince me that people will send me money for graduating but i'm not buying it, seeing as most of my family doesn't even acknowledge my birthday anymore. i'm not counting on anything, but if i do get any money, its as good as spent cuz its coming to Boston with me, where i will use it to buy things i cannot buy now.

k, i think thats all i have to say.