so i failed my road test a SECOND time....i was pretty upset afterwards because the guy was a dick (he constantly pointed out exactly hat i was doing wrong and exactly why it was wrong, which in turn made me nervous and i fucked up a LOT as a result) and because getting my license was going to be one of the only anti-sucky things in my life, and i can't get it. plus unless i can convince my boss to change my hours on the 23rd i have to go through a bunch of shit to get my third test rescheduled. its just depressing cuz i was so fucking close to getting it the first time and because i ended up with this guy i failed before we even got out of the parking lot. next time i'm just telling the person i end up with that if i fail to tell me immediately so i can turn the car around and go back, i don't want to have to go through the rest of the shit if i'm just gonna fail again anyway.

work is still sucking a lot, i have to work 3 hours tonight, 3 hours tomorrow night, and then 8 hours on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday - all starting at 7 a.m. which is gonna BLOW. i hope i don't have to work with Debbie, she's just unforgivably stupid.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE will someone help me with my hair? i haven't even bothered to upkeep the dreads i DO have because it just looks so fucking stupid to have a section of dreads and then kinda knotty/normal hair everywhere else. its not even gonna be that much work, the rest of my hair is full of snarls and mats so all you have to do is section and make the knots bigger and tighter. i'm beginning to think that everyone either doesn't even read my pleads for dread help or just figures someone else is volunteering....well they're NOT.

in other news i downloaded a bunch of tatu songs last night, the ones that aren't too poppish are fun to listen to. hooray for fake lesbians....

and there is absolutely nothing else in my life interesting enough for me to write about, so i'll be back in a few days after something DOES happen (which it probly won't but that won't stop me from ranting about it) to write some more.

please dread help??? :(