yesterday i had work, which sucked, and then after i went to that side door poetry thing at the U U church with Emily, who is back from college for the weekend, and that was ok, but i was really really tired by the time it was over. so i came home and then the internet broke (but my brother fixed it this morning) and then the stupid computer kept freezing. then when i finally decided to go to bed i went to take off my boots (the knee high lace up ones) and the zipper was stuck on the right one, like usual, and then IT BROKE. so i started yelling obscenities and throwing the boot around because it really pissed me off and i was tired. then i went to sleep, but around 8:30 some jackass across the street started using some thingy on his lawn to clean the dead leaves and dirt and crap out of it. HIS WHOLE DAMN LAWN. so i started screaming about it using the foulest words in my vocabulary, and finally an hour and a half later (after i had begun to emit ear piercing shrieks up in my room) my dad went over and asked him to stop for a while. so don't forget kids, screaming nasty words will get you a couple extra hours of sleep!

is it just me or do all the songs by the Donnas sound exactly alike? also, this Hot Topic Radio thing sucks, these are all god awful bands. but i'm looking at their site (thinking of how much better my clothes are...wtf's with all the wrist cuffy sweatband thingies?? is this the 80's??? some things are just too pointless to be brought back, people) and i'm too lazy to start up one of my own playlists so i thought i'd see what they had. its not good. i wish i had my Sneaker Pimps CD, but like all my other great CDs that sound like shit on this computer, its in the car, which my mom has taken somewhere. but man does that CD sound great in the car. stupid fucking iMac, theres not even anything i can do about the sound quality. oh wow, this band is a fucking Godsmack knockoff, as if Godsmack wasn't repetitive enough on their own. WHERE HAS ALL THE CREATIVITY GONE???? is this just Godsmack under a different name??? seriously....
in other news...um...i should get off my butt and walk downtown, i need to get raspberry jam for the jelly roll cake i want to make (from a recipe for jelly donut muffins...the jelly goes leaky in the muffins but they still taste good so i decided i just needed to modify the type of cakeyness).
i dont really have anything else to say, everyone else is talking about their potential colleges and stuff on their blogs and i'm not even going so i don't know what to write about....uhhhhhhh anyone know of a cheap apartment, preferably with utilities, in Portland that will be available this summer??? cuz i have to find one sooner or later....
well, lets see....my hair is actually starting to dread a little on its own, theres these 2 mats in the back of my head that grow bigger every day, and a couple of days ago there was only one, so i guess thats good....i might get a dreading kit, probly from Hot Topic since they're the only semi-local place i know that sells good kits....i still don't know the first thing about dreading tho. but i'm sure no one really needed to read that.
i was wondering something....you know how the last week or so of school is senior free cuz its after graduation...should i bother going to Creative Writing till the end of the year or just stop when you guys all stop? cuz i'm not graduating with all of you (thank god...nothing personal, the traditional graduation ceremony is just fucking retarded), but i AM a senior....which reminds me, i need to get back to work on the other things i'm supposedly taking at home, like i better count my hours and do more drawings and cook some more and make a cookbook and shit (ooh, i could cheat and make it an ILLUSTRATED cook book, that would be convenient).
well, back to smugly browsing Hot Topic and waiting to get hungry so i can eat before i leave and stuff.