i dont even know why i'm posting other than out of boredom since i dont have anything interesting to say. ummmmm i'll be at Zack's for the next couple days if anyone cares, so if you have anything terribly pressing to talk to me about just message him, he's usually online. i think many if not all of you have his SN.

on friday my aunt and uncle are coming from Connecticut and staying thru monday....no one cares tho, i'm sure. i told my mom we should buy them Manson tickets since they'll be here during the concert. see, its funny because they're Republicans (they're nice decent people, they just happen to be rich yuppies who can afford to be Republican. it makes family gatherings interesting because another aunt and uncle work for the government in DC, but they're Democrats....) so i guess i have to spend some time with them this weekend but i wont be able to spend much time cuz of the concert and crappy work and shit....oh well.

why the fuck are small annoying flying insects attracted to computer screens? i just made myself dizzy blowing on a bug in an attempt to remove it from the screen.

i think i'm gonna go by Morning Glory sometime soon to get some essential oil or something for my hair, it doesn't stink but since i only wash it once a week now it just doesn't smell pretty (however now that i barely ever wash my hair the dreads are coming along awesome, i'm psyched). i don't know what kind to get tho, i don't even know if i want to put it in my hair cuz i don't want oily hair, thats really gross, but i'll figure something out. maybe it doesn't even make your hair oily, i know you only use a drop anyway. oh well, i'll deal with that later. hmm, i just asked Zack his opinion on what scent i should get and he said cookie, i know thats not an essential oil but does anyone remember that one line of fragrances, Demeter, that they sold at like Enchantments and the Skillins gift shop that came in like ginger ale, sugar cookie, earthworm, tomato, dirt, etc? if i could find that stuff i'd buy some, thats the only fragrance ive ever not been totally opposed to wearing, as it smells non-disgusting. (seriously, WHY do girls wear perfume? most of it smells gross as fuck and gives me sneezies. stupid bitches.) oh, well, i just found a site that sells Demeter, i might order some, i think i'd go with the thunderstorm one, thats one of my favorite smells. they also have waffles, New Zealand, leather, brownie, bonfire, angel food cake, string bean, flower show, snow...and funeral home....i wonder what that smells like. they dont give you any type of description. and holy shit they have even more on their official site, firefly, dust, almond, laundromat, crust of bread, mushroom, paint, pipe tobacco, sushi, and something called "this is not a pipe" which must smell like something you smoke....i wish they weren't $13 each. i think when i get a new job i'll celebrate by ordering some, i just like the novelty of being able to smell like bamboo or a steam room or holy smoke....i'm tired of smelling like plain old vanilla (which is what i DO smell like, its the scent of my body wash).

speaking of new job, i suppose i should either call Ben & Jerry's myself tomorrow morning or give my parents the number of the cell Zack's got, which i believe is in my car somewhere, so if they call in the next couple days i can actually be reached.

so i've come to the conclusion that even if Manson plays almost all brand new songs (which is possible but if he knows whats good for him he'll play equally from ALL albums, but maybe not so much from Mechanical Animals) the concert will still be good. i've downloaded some of his newish stuff and so far the only one i really hate is that stupid mObscene song, which i know he'll play because everyone else loves it, its really one of the worst piece of crap i've ever heard tho.

haha, my puppy is silly, instead of just walking around in a couple circles and lying down on the floor she walked in circles for about 30 seconds....goofball. poor baby threw up all over my dad's truck today when my parents brought both dogs to the vet to have their nails clipped, Mudge loves car rides but Maud gets carsick and apparently she stuck her head out the window and puked all acorss the side of the truck....no puppy kisses today, thanks much, little barfbreath.

saw Sean last night at Denny's, he just had his tonsils out recently so i guess he's all done with the hospital, but he is SKINNY now from not being able to eat. he told me he'd rather be fat and able to eat again, but he seemed to be handling the mozzarella sticks ok....i'm glad cuz the last time i saw him was in the hospital and the poor guy looked so miserable. and he really loves the little lego dragon and knights set i got him as a get well present, so yay. plus he told me that in about half a year he and the band will be heading into a recording studio at one of the high schools in the general area (i don't remember which but they have a new professional-grade recording studio, complete with viewing window and soundboard and everything it sounds like) and they'll record about 5 songs and then get cover art done and everything and have Bullmoose distribute it, so i'm really happy for them.

i guess i've run out of shit to ramble about, i'm kinda tired from coming home late and working early, tho i took a nice nap for like 3 hours when i got home today. but i have the next 2 days off and only have to work 3 hours on Friday and then have Saturday off for the concert, and have a 3 hour afternoon shift on Sunday, so hoorj. of course then starting on Monday i believe i have to work three 7-3 shifts in a row, thats brutal, i hate doing that, but its been a while and i don't mind too much, plus it usually means i get to work with Sondra and June (my boss) is generally there to help out too. oh, and if anyone is looking for a crappy job, we need people cuz Margaret left and i'm leaving....no volunteers? didn't think so.